desensitized eyes on this body i am…in this mirror i am. i got ostracized and didn’t notice till i closed my eyes last a.m. didn’t see. i need a point to keep these eyes in focus. i need my eyes to be quicker than your hands. they aren’t and won’t ever be- so when you do magic i won’t watch. see, my eyes have an ego. i need these eyes like..i need the holes in my head. i always find something off, like a hairline. symmetry gives me boner, it isn’t boring at all. my eyes don’t bore me at all. neither do yours. i never saw you fuck, except that one time? i still get off to the residue that the image left behind. what i see inside my mind now isn’t technically with my eyes. i heard about a third, but i’ll believe it when i see it blink on my forehead. big head. five head. eye don’t know. eyes just talking.
cherry blossom @ some temple (By kam kah zen)
my nigga rich. dat boi good.
So blessed. I am so blessed. Things are going so well for me in my life. The phrase, “You can’t have everything” comes to mind. I feel as though all of the pieces are coming together to create the portrait I’ve seen in my minds eye. I put the play in motion many moons ago and now I want to reap the benefits. Then, another thought comes to mind, “What do I need?” Are the plays I set in motion what I need? God gives us what we need and what we’re prepared to handle. Thus far he has blessed me with being able to handle it with grace. I must give him PRAISE for all that he has done for me. The questions still remain though. What is it that I really need? Have I been doing what I should be doing to get what I really need? Will things play out like I believe/hope/pray they will? I’m so blessed, but I’m still in search of so many answers.
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I haven’t written anything in a long while, so I figure it’s time to start. Today, is a breakfast cereal day. A day where, we try to prolong that feel good vibe of the morning time. The morning provides an air of clarity. An air of clarity, calm, and simplicity that can’t be duplicated any other time of the day. There’s no other greater time of the day. No time, greater, than this. Pajamas & bunny slippers, toothpaste & mouthwash, shower & bathrobe. There can be no greater time of comfort. I wanna bring light to this moment in time, like the sunrise. I wanna celebrate it, to let you see what I see. To equivocate it as best I can that the morning was truly made for man. Today is the day my morning began.
What do you do when you feel you’ve given your all? When you feel as though you’ve exhausted every possibility imaginable, do you move on? Do you wait for a moment that, hopefully, manifests itself? Are you guided by faith? Can prayer be the crutch you lean on when everything else falls away? So many questions can arise out of dire need, but it’s important to always be able to make moves. Perspective is the key. To know when to stop, go, and slow down. There are no subtle signs, only red flags and hazard signs. The markings of the skull & crossbones. It’s important to be ever vigilant, on the prowl, and ready to take life by suprise.